Devil -_-"

Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession

The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.

Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.

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Musim Cinta @ Musim Mengawan

Berat bebanku
Meninggalkanmu
Separuh nafas jiwaku
Sirna...

Bukan salahmu
Apa dayaku
Mungkin benar cinta sejati
Tak berpihak
Pada kita

Kasihku
Sampai disini kisah kita
Jangan tangisi keadaannya
Bukan karena kita berbeda

Dengarkan Dengarkan lagu.....lagu ini
Melodi rintihan hati ini
Kisah kita berakhir di Januari
Selamat tinggal kisah sejatiku
Wow....pergilah

Lagu di atas ditujukan kepada kawan-kawan saya yang mengalami masalah dalam cinta. Kebelakangan ini, mungkin disebabkan musim mengawan kut, ramai kawan yang celaru dan cenderung kepada masalah cinta. Kepada mereka yang mengalami masalah cinta, hidup ini bukan sekadar hubungan dua pihak. Terdapat banyak perkara yang menarik yang menunggu kehidupan. Kepada mereka yang bak kata pepatah pungguk rindukan rembulan, abaikan sajalah impian sia-sia dan berusaha pada apa yang terdapat di depan mata.

Walaubagaimanapun, lagu yang senang dinyanyikan ini susah dipraktikkan dalam realiti. Bukan semua manusia yang mempunyai iman sekuat itu. Contoh terbaik ialah tabiat melancap sebaik menonton porno, memerlukan iman yang kuat... hahaha merepek betul!

Akhir kata, kepada semua dewasa muda (young adults) yang mempunyai masalah mengawan aka cinta, kuatkan iman dan dengarlah lagu ... Bidadari mu akan terus berada di hati, walaupun kisah berhenti di sini...

Dan bidadari ku akan terus hidup di hati ku ~

Love ~ Fate ~

The other day I was listening to Wooi Nee's lecture when someone sms me bout Wei Nie. Sometimes in life things happen in a funny way without your expectations. Relationship is something that is very related to fate, meeting the right person on the wrong time, meeting someone that is too complicated for you etc..

Anyway, there's something to gain from every relationship. A friend of mine jokingly told me that she learned that all guys are chinkak from it (all guys are chinkak ..its pointless to prove an existing fact). For me, I gained something more than what everyone would have imagined. I had gained a younger sister which is bratty enough and would somehow made me willing to bring her for shopping one whole day !

Yup, thats the queen.. no idea if she's coming for Hitz FM birthday bash.. maybe its not bout the relationship that I used to have, maybe its more towards the fate between me and the queen.. hahaha

Though deep inside my heart I'm still quietly wishing to be with her..