Revoir ~

"The most happiest thing... is to have no doubt in the other
That is what love is... It wasn't about whether the person is right or wrong

Love is the meeting
The seperation... It's a transparent piece of cloth"
~ Matamune

I had a dream, a wonderful dream and learnt about the above from a 1000 years old cat. As time passed, we keep learning about how to deal with life in a better way..

And yeah "in the stage that nothing interest me anymore.." quote in my MSN is an attempt by me to make myself being pathetic so that it distract me from the overwhelming feeling of missing someone. Now the wind chime in my room never sound that obvious anymore (or perhaps the fan is not blowing directly on it.. )

But then, I'm still myself and I still keep on waiting, it'll never change .. Just that I'm waiting with a stronger self..

AHHHHHHHHHHHH

AHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHH

I'm seriously sick in da mind .. it's overwhelming ~

tRue Love

IT was a busy morning when, at about 8.30, an elderly gentleman walked in to have sutures removed from his thumb. He stated that he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9.
I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, to evaluate his wound.
On examining his thumb, I noticed it had healed well, so I spoke to one of the doctors and got the needed supplies to remove the sutures and re-dress his wound. Then we started talking.
I asked the gentleman if he had a doctor’s appointment, as he seemed to be a hurry. He said no, but he needed to go to the nursing home to have breakfast with his wife. I then inquired about her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer’s disease.
As I finished dressing his wound, I asked if his wife would be worried if he were a bit late. He replied that she no longer knew who he was, that she had not recognised him for five years.
Now I was surprised. “And you still go every morning, even though she doesn’t know who you are?”
He smiled as he patted my hand and said: “ She doesn’t know me, but I still know who she is.”

The Night Under The Moon

Somehow I'm emotionally weak, maybe it's because of the moon.. Have you guys ever heard of the romance of moon goddess Chang'e ?

Guess I'm missing someone badly ...

Sore ga Ai Deshou

Sore ga Ai Deshou, the first anime soundtrack that I heard when I was in MMU Melaka. It was Full Metal Panic!FUMOFFU! and that was like 2 or 3 years back. Time really flies and all of a sudden I'd recall back the memories staying in Melaka for one year, one of the greatest moment of my life that I'll never forget.

It was Wednesday I guess, screening for EMINA club and they're premiering this anime which caught my interest and it's the only time I went to the club's activity. Life was great back then, although kinda ordinary. Every 6pm we'll sit infront of da TV to watch chinese drama, 7 will be dinner, 8 will be either RO private server or MSN chatting, 11 will be TD game or ENFO Team Survivor(Dota aint popularize back then) followed by our favourite Murni Nasi Lemak or Nasi Goreng Ayam. To think of how stupid we were back then ordering Nasi Goreng for RM2.00 till our seniors told us that another 50 cent you'd get a piece of fried chicken drumstick..

From time to time, we'd went for BBQ rice which is the greatest malaccan product, went to MP every alternate Fridays for movie or maybe Saturday as well.. Guess it has been lotsa times I'd bump her in MP without me even noticing =)They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them.

Life was great and had great housemates, at least we kinda get along well. Just sometimes it's frustrated to clean the house considering the experience of cleaning a fridge that has maggots n rotten eggs inside.. ewww.. n yeah maggots! Another experience was cleaning Ribena.. Still it's the fun that made things great and yeah I guess our neighbours hate us for being annoyingly noisy :D Just like how I'd screamed so loud at night ' ngo emm ngoi jou soh hai ~'

Mid autumn festival is here, 2 years ago I'd celebrate mid autumn festival in MMU melaka, managed to 'help' my friend dedicate a song to a girl that he seems to be interested..

Life is a memorable journey .. Happy Mid Autumn Festival ~

*writing too much in chinese might be annoying to some of my friends who read this blog but oh well.. it's a good way to learn chinese too :D and i can say the content is somehow interesting :P

放弃

放弃一个很爱你的人，并不痛苦；放弃一个你很爱的人，那才痛苦；爱上一个不爱你的人，那才是更痛苦。若是有缘，时间空间都不是距离，若时无缘，终日相聚也无法会意，凡是不必太在意，更不需去强求，就让一切随缘吧