我永远都会爱你

当一段感情出了问题
很多男女会选择自己的方法

最好的解决方法是两人面对面
好好的谈，好好的放下对方

很多人没勇气来面对对方
不想伤害对方，其实是自己放不下

爱情本来就是很简单
希望对方好好开开心心的过日子

爱一个人是单纯的
爱一个人是永远的
爱一个人是自私的
爱一个人是放弃他

爱一个人是期待对方幸福
爱一个人就是那么简单...

我永远都会爱你...

*Above crap is copyrighted and is originally from me.. which proves my chinese ain't that bad after all !

No one dies a virgin because life screws us all......literally

I find it quite amused noticing the above title from my cousin's MSN. All this while, he had portrayed a smart and fun figure to me. He is career oriented, cute, drives a good car, knowledgeble and seems to have a great life which sometimes make me a little jealous of him. Who knows, life did screw his backside until it bleed(well, he did bleed before for some better *decent reason) and maybe in the other hand, he might be jealous of my life too..

Reminds me of chinese sayings '你看我好，我看你好'.. lei tai ngo hou, ngo tai lei hou

Everyone has his own problem and yes life does screw you up hard enough that you'd wish it's better being sodomized hard in the backside n let it bleed, at least physical pain is easier to cure with advance medication. I'm sure everyone did encounter such occasion before, be it failure in relationship, be it choosing the path that might determine the future, be it having family problems or maybe financial burden..

As we're screwed again n again, our backside started to be getting thicker and numb, being screwed by life aint much a big deal and we learn not to moan bout the pain and being pathetic bout it. Life is a rapist that indirectly guide us to be a profesional whore =p

Enough of crap.. I'm going out for a date..

About Myself

About Me:
A simple individual that is good in lotsa thing but best at nothing. I've strong faith and love animals (not insects). Predict things well and forecasting at it's best, making me someone who is sensitive and observant enough. I always prefer to wear a mask in my life, acting as a lame person in most occasion and enjoys keeping my mysterious personality. It took alot to understand me well enough.. but just a minute to make friends with me..

I believe in the Art of Smiling, Karma and is devoted enough to believe that every love is true even though my rational mind is contradicting it all the time. Not a romance person, but someone realistic enough.. and the only thing I'm proud of myself is the ambitious characteristic in me.

Things that make me happy : When ppl around me is happy
Things that I hate & afraid of : Misfortunes


Who I Want to Meet:
Someone who might change my life, or maybe inspired me, or maybe a friend that brings joy and colours in my life. Every path crossed is considered fate, and everyone you meet all this while is somehow significant in your life, without you even noticing.

~This is what I found amusing, details about myself written by me in friendster some time ago and I think it's quite true. Oh well, its actually suits everyone and the description is very general. No one truely understand you besides yourself, or maybe even yourself dont understand yourself at all.. Complicated.

Everyone is wearing a mask in life. Everyone lies. Lies aint anything big issue, the intention of doing it are more important. You can be lying to others but it's difficult to lie to yourself. This reminds me of magic..

The soul is something magical enough to make others fall into illusion.
The illusion is something beautiful enough to make everyone amused and love u.
The only thing magic cant deceive is urself, coz u know the trick.

P/S: I'm good in magic.. wanna try?

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To all blog readers.. I love you all~

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Fantasy is far from reality

I love to blog. I love writing because it links me to the ideal piece of junk that I'd wish to relate with my life. I'm addicted to fantasy and I admit that I've a great mind that manage to relate everything to make it seems ideal, interesting and fun. Writing is when I want to materialize the imagination and thoughts in my mind, to make the fantasy of my mind exist in this very moment so that it has its existance in our very existing dimension.

Sound's complicated huh? It's actually a little bit of crappy introductory to burn time. Sometimes what we had in our mind are just fantasy that shouldnt exist and shouldnt be revealed. Sometimes reality should just be ignored as fantasy is much a pleasant experience... sometimes..

Just like when you are depressed, drama characters will probably drink beer, watch cartoons with handful of crackers and chips, sobing their way to slumber. In reality, what would you do if you don't have chips, don't have a TV, don't have beers in your fridge and you're heck awake coz you've been sleeping like a pig in the evening? Time passed slowly and miserably.. just to know that you're in the reality far away from fantasy~

Argh.. too much crap. Guess I'll stop else it'll turn out like a pathetic whine of my insomnia. Writing too much do improve usage of vocabularies in English but it gets you deeper into your own fantasy. I've to wake up and keep moving.

I'll stop bloging.. for awhile maybe.. or maybe forever..

Are we under the same piece of sky?

I was chatting with my friend who was in Doha and asked him if we're still looking at the same piece of sky. He told me that there's only one piece of sky. It kinda made me confused. Years ago, another friend of mine told me,'The stars here are prettier compare to what we'd seen just now, the sky here is much nicer' and it's like only 100 meters away from the first location we looked at the sky.. Kinda funny experience though and I do agree with my friend. I never get to see stars in KL

Caption: Photo obtained from astronomy website taken with telescope camera. Sony Cybershot 3.2Megapixel cudnt do such amazing job

Most of the time, we'll not even bother to look at the sky. Occasionally, we should enjoy the beauty of mother nature. For me it's still the same piece of beautiful sky everyday if you are in the right mood. It's pink during 7am sunrise, peach during 7pm sunset and of coz shiny glimmering stars on da night..

What matter most is the heart =)