The Haze That Causes Depression

I miss the bluesky. According to psychologist, human need sunlight to survive even though we are not doing any photosinthesis to produce food. The haze covered the sunlight and worst of all it'll kill most asthma patients. Luckly my asthma is cured since many years ago.

I think the haze that causes depression really affect my father's wife aka my stepmom. She's in a very moody condition now and everything seems to piss her off. It all started when my dad planned to buy a house in cheras and she didnt like the idea. This is something that my dad couldnt compromise for her since we couldnt always do things that she likes all the time. So daddy proceed with the idea of buying the house. Btw, the house is in Taman Connought, a small bungalow. So she was very depressed and come up with issues that we're against her in many ways. I think it's the haze. According to feng shui specialist lilian too, we're lack of the sun and moon energy that harmonize with our spirit due to the darken cloud of haze and of course.. we are breathing bad air rite now.

Back to the haze issue, we Malaysians are getting the terrible haze because of our own deeds. We shouldnt blame on our neighbours since forest burning in Indonesia are mostly related to Malaysian investors who wanted to start palm oil plantation. The haze is really terrible, the worst in my life going through such condition. Life will be shortened for many years .. and starting to think of how my life would be shortened by happenings around me, it's scary.

Get irritated from craps by someone = - 2 years
Eating nasi lemak everyday = - 5 years
Breathing bad air = - 3 years
Sleep 4 hours a day = -5 years

And the list goes on ... luckly i have good karma =p