Wednesday, January 25, 2006

CNY shopping spree ~

Yeah and the celebration is coming. Chinese New Year is one of the best reason for shopping, although i never really fancy shopping. Bought a shirt from ROMP and a pair of Nike shoe today, and guess I've completed the CNY shopping. I juz bought a set of everything accept underwear (might be getting the red one with prosperity words on them =p).

Chinese New Year is actually nothing special, just a period of time that proves the existance of a new year, or it can be considered a day that mark a new year in the chinese calender. Still, I like the atmosphere when everyone is happy during that day. The worst thing I hate about this celebration is the spring cleaning and I don't even give a damn on it. While counting days for this event, my life was mundane all these while, relying on some freaky games to cure my boredom as well as going out with friends for tea session.

It has been a month since I met her.. guess it will take awhile until we meet again. She's always busy, or maybe I'm just suck at organizing a proper time, or maybe it's fate that make things harder. I don't feel like pressuring her to meet up, and I respect her personal life but then, no doubt I'm a bit mad when sometimes she don't even try to compromise to arrange a time or even mention about it...or maybe she don't even care to meet up? Getting her to initiate such thing is like asking her to eat up whole bucket of KFC. Sometimes it's better for her to say, "Hey.. we shud meet up on XXX day" and at least I could try my best make that day available but then even if I make da appointment a week earlier.. it's still hard.. and if I don't even initiate, nothing's gonna happen. Well, 男人不能这么小气 =) Guess I need to learn more on how to handle it....

Gong Xi Fa Cai ~ will be spending my new year in Penang ...

Saturday, January 14, 2006

I never understand them~

According to the crappy best selling book "Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus" ... it is almost impossible to understand women.

I think the women that I knew in this world; which I significantly recognize her existance is less than 200 people(not to include celebrities) and I guess I understand only 5% of them.. or maybe none at all if you need to understand and read her mind detaily in order to consider as understanding them.

Just like this girl whom I'm having relationship with; and she never acknowledge me as her bf before.. since we're more towards 'secret lover'. I never get to really understand her although I'm always trying to, and to cut things simple just love the one you love whole heartly and it'll be alot easier. I don't understand my stepmom also and that is why I'm always very reserved with her since that incident that I never understand till now.

So I'm asking about what do girls like:
1) Going shopping (no doubt every girl agrees on this...)
2) Roses (some are telling me that they never like roses and I think they're lying)
3) Accesories (they hav lots of them.. not a good gift coz it's not sentimental enough since they hav LOTS of them)
4) Money (everyone likes money.. )
5) Guys that are taller than them
6) Plush Toys
Yeah and so what shoud I prepare during valentines day? A diamond ring? Arrggghhh guess I'll just get that donkey to save all the troubles

Friday, January 13, 2006

Another one

Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover

You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you!
Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter.
You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you.

You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable
Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life
By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover.

Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives.
Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours.
No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

Satisfaction of meeting datelines ?

Well, today is the begining of my final examinations which will last for 3 days and as usual I'll be ranting about how shitty it is. I'm getting used to it since there's 3 finals in a year, 3 midterms and approximately around 30 papers to sit for every year and in life this is call the process of meeting datelines.

Just like when you are out there working, or even living a retired life, the main purpose is to continue with your life with the function of time. We humans are like a circuit that will change the input and give different output according to the time line. For instance, in every year the same period of time I'll be having my finals and the output of it will depend on the circuit in me; how prepared I am. Well, no matter how is the output, life keeps going because the function of time is continuous. Some people are seeking for satisfaction under this function, achieving better outputs and feel better. Some are just for the sake of meeting the datelines so that they could continue with future life.

Ahh .. what the shit am I talking .. better go read up or else I'm DEAD ~

Monday, January 09, 2006

Ok this is crap ~

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

Monday, January 02, 2006


Ok .. the bad thing reaching 2006 is that I'm getting another year older. Officially I could call myself 20; which might be kinda cool if you're the type that enjoys clubbing but not so cool when it comes to watching movie in cinema with student rate(da person who sells da ticket will look at you satu macam.. i cud see that when my brother is buying da ticket).. happy 2006

So the first serious thing that I had done in 2006 is to register bloody subjects for MMU; which is a pain in da ass. New year's celebration was kinda cool, although I never really fancy getting into all these crowd; everyone is pushing or even molesting :p

Fireworks in Bintang Walk

Bunch of sickos celebrating in da street party

Here comes my new year resolution:-
1. To make someone trust me more
2. Tell the world that I'm not fat
3. Not procrastinating too much
4. Having a goddamn fun and happy year